Why¿

Porke vuelves a esas cosas que te convertian en un mounstro, cuando en realidad tu deseas ser alguien normal.

Ella, otra vez

Volver a esconderme otra vez
volver a esos lugares mas reconditos del alma
volver al ese espacio dentro de tu mente tan frio
volver a escuchar esa musica atormentadora
volver...

Otra vez dejando todo por ...
otra vez destruyendome por ...
otra vez llorando por ...
otra vez matandome lentamente por ...
otra vez...

Ella, una vez mas

Una vez mas aqui, vuelvo por la misma razon, por la cual me encontre aqui hace un tiempo, sintiendo la misma necesidad de ser... eso que deseo casi constantemente, quiero ser parte de su vida.Oh si como lo fui aquella vez, oh como creo, o como pretendo serlo, o aun mejor, como mataria por ser.
Matar si, se a quien deveria, por mancharse con ella, como si solo fuese tinta.Si lo se pero que puedo hacer, nada lo se.

Una vez mas aqui tratando de recordar aquellas cosas que solian unir mi pasion a ella, y mi musica, o aquella que felizmente llamabamos nuestra musica, y cantabamos, y gozabamos.
Esos dia terminaron, oh lo que daria por volver a ser parte de su vida, tanto que mataria por ello.
Matar, si matar, matar a aquel que la quito de mi brazos, matar a aquel que se aprobecho de su paciencia.

Swallow - Emilie Autumn

I'll tell the truth: all of my songs
Are pretty much the fucking same
I'm not a faerie but I need
More than this life so I became
This creature representing more to you
Than just another girl
And if I had a chance to change my mind
I wouldn't for the world
Twenty years
Sinking slowly
Can I trust you
But I don't want to

I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

I don't want to be a legend
Oh well that's a god damned lie - I do
To say I do this for the people
I admit is hardly true
You tell me everything's all right
As though it's something you've been through
You think this torment is romantic
Well it's not except to you
Twenty years
Sinking slowly
Can I trust you
But I don't want to

I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

Low tide and high tea
The oysters are waiting for me
If I'm not there on time
I'll send my emissary
If I photoshop you
Out of every picture I could
Go quietly quiet
But would that do any good
Will it hurt? No it won't
Then what am I so afraid of
Filthy victorians
They made me what I'm made of
The brighter the light
The darker the shadow
I don't need a minder
I've made up my mind
Go away

Twenty years
Sinking slowly
Can I trust you
But I don't want to

I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown

I feel no love, no pain, no sorrow, oh I`m so` hollow